if you not watching your mind,
if you don’t know,
where it coming from,
then you nothing,
now where that come from,
I hear this voice ask me,
whenever i am bored.

I was reading the Metro, a local free paper that I picked up from the White City tube station and came across this about JK Rowling. It is about the ideas she got about her Harry Potter books: The ideas for the stories came to her in 1990 as she sat on a delayed Manchester to London train. The article ended with: She once said, “I really don’t know where the idea came from.”

I gather these days nobody reads past the first 10 paragraphs so it makes no sense to write a whole lot and perhaps better to just summarise. Maybe even a diagram as an introduction, the whole thing in a flash just right there at the beginning so you don’t need to read the whole article. Lets face it what is it that any of us has to offer. Our own experiences incomplete as to what the Truth really is. When the Truth stands before you, one day – you will find that you got it all wrong. The universe only allows you a peak from time to time – but when they come true to your experiences – you are hooked and there is no turning back from them. It is as if the direction is set, you cross the earthly line, and you walk the path and from time to time it gives a little bit more – you put a picture together but it will never be complete. It teases you just a bit at a time. If It gives you all of it at once then you might not appreciate it and then it is just – like water off a ducks back.
Firstly there is new and there is new: new to you and perhaps not to others, then it is not truly new; and then there is that which is universally new – new to all when it arrives.

whenever i am bored.

My studio is only a stone’s throw away from where I live. It is not an effort to get to it. The effort is in the mind. I live in a deterministic universe. That is the force first and last. It has its own laws. It is vast and engulfing. Its burden on me is heavy with its rules as it does not allow me space to move. It is made to stay in equilibrium and you with it. You are given free will to discover and at the same time your mind exists with limitations – advertising, induced thinking etc.

“At Absolute zero (-273.15 degrees Celsius) the deterministic universe still has zero-point energy, the energy of its ground state. The kinetic energy of the ground state cannot be removed. (wiki)”. It always is just that all the time. But when you remove all else at absolute zero, zero-point energy is still there.
The energy at that temperature is unchanging. Constant. Stable. It is not going anywhere even if you want it too. Your free-will cannot make it move. Us and all the illusions we created together with the Morphogenetic field and everything else you can think off sits on top of this. When all the illusions disappear, and the big mechanical cleaners come along and spray the universe with all the water it contains: whats left is Zero-point energy – constant. Stable. Everything else is an illusion: nothing is real.

And you sit in your studio and you are looking for what’s new. Your mind is full of limitations and the scientist tells us that there is only one thing that is constant: the deterministic universe with its zero-point energy.

Short walk to studio. Beautiful building. Ana banana. Lights on. Coffee. Sunny day. Seated. Fresh eye on yesterdays work on the wall. No thinking. Silence. Epiphany comes from nothingness. It comes from no knowledge , through spontaneity or chance or through a mistake made. It comes along as nothing that is now in existence. The studio:

now where that come from,
I hear this voice ask me,
whenever i am bored.

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